I got the most EPIC Friday the 13th tattoo. :]

I want nostalgia forever

Ugh, beauty school seriously takes up my WHOLE life, so worth it though.

Going over old pictures, missing my old friends and life. 

Heres to eyes that are brighter than mine, heres to regrets and wasted time.

I want:

A new tattoo.

Sleep.

Chipotle.

THAT IS ALL.

It's my day off. I've been so beyond exhausted these past few weeks.

Too in love with beauty school. Paul Mitchell is my new best friend.

Beauty school

Staring sooner than I thought. Class Tuesday-Saturday 9:30am-5pm. goodbye to having a life. 

Addicted to

Perezhilton.com

VMA's

Crazy. Kanye West is the biggest douche bag on the face of the planet and whoever told Lady Gaga that the outfits she wears are cute, should be punched in the throat. SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS?

So spending 10 days away from my normal life in California and being in Chicago has opened my eyes to a lot of things...First off, I'm sick of disposable friends, and by that I mean, friends that remember when you're alive when they need you, and the second they don't need you, they act like they don't know you exist. I've gone through my contacts on my phone and deleted everyone that just sucks. Second, I'm sick of dating men, or should I say BOYS that aren't worth anything. I know I'm a good person with a good heart and I'm just over lame guys. Games don't work, I'm not 14 anymore, sorry. Seeing my cousins in happy relationships and with their lives moving forward makes me realize what I deserve. Anyway, so far 2009 has been pretty interesting. Starting a new job, meeting new people, quitting that horrid job after everyone that was awesome quit, getting into trouble, just so many things going on. Anyway, I've also come to see that I watch way too much reality television, I might need to cut down on that. So with all that said...
"Believe me, if I started murdering people… there'd be none of you left."
True story. ;]

Ventura county fair tomorrow

Seeing GC with Megan. ROFL, so stoked. I can't wait to be the oldest person screaming along to "lifestyles of the rich and the famous"

-Leave the past in it.

Oh fa sho

I spend way too much money at American Apparel, and for what? The same stupid tank tops and v-necks that I own in every color already.

Don't treeeep

I've still got it. ;]

Maybe, just maybe

Amen to that.

"He still makes time to hate me

but basically, I'm overbooked, NO emotional vacancy."

Lights will guide you home...

yeeee

seeing coldplay in san diego with my best friend next week.

ilmy.

Jesus,

Coldplay and Chipotle burrito bowls, what a combo. So happy right now.

Stoked

On summer 2009.

Done

Basically, I hate you.

Eat shit

And die.
I do mean that.

Over it

So basically, it's not very fair when you're dating someone for a couple months, and don't even have enough respect for them to let them know that what you guys have "isn't going anywhere." Maybe next time I decide to date someone, i'll prescreen them, you know, just to save myself wasted time.


Anyway, over it.

Story of my life.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

The Notebook;

Seriously the best movie ever.

Ha,

Fuck weddings...and Arizona.

Srsly

I make em say

"UGHHH"

Confused but happy

Weird mix but its sorta working out for me.

Seriously though..

"What could you be doing that is so much fun without me by your side, without me by your side?"

XOXO

No really...

I hate everyone.

Just cause i'm a girl

Does that give me the OKAY to over analyze everything?

Ugh

I hate being on a diet. It needs to be done though. SUP CHUBZZZZ%^&*

We took our time to arrive
Where we are
There are no ceilings
Where we are
I could be anywhere
As long as I'm with you
And when you look at me
I believe
I'll always be high
When I'm with you..

Just to let you know;

1. I'm not clingy, I just like you. 2. I really don't care what you're doing all the time, I just text you to say hi. 3. You don't have to lie to me when you want to go hang with your friends, I am human, I do understand. 4. When I say your butt looks good in those jeans that you got from active, I do mean it. ;]

Jerry springer show

is the best way to pass time.

Honestly?

Get bent.

I hate today;

being confused.

happy easter.

fmylife.com

Best thing ever. Best weekend ever.

:D

Where the puuurpzzz at?

Ain't no way to explain or say, how painful  the hangover was today.

FUCK YOU FRESNO FOR TAKING MY SISTER AWAY FOR COLLEGE. FUCK YOU TO HELL.

:)

I love you, man..amazing.

I wake up exhausted;

Things are looking up. Meeting new people all the time, having fun, staying AWAY from walls that pop out of nowhere when you're trying to back out of Shane's drive way. Fsho. I love my life. :D

Fuck it, I give up.

Mondays can blow me. Not looking forward to a full day of school tomorrow.

Wednesday;

Was the WORST day of my life.

OH BABY I LOVE YOUR WAY

EVERYDAY YEEEAHHH YEEEAAAAHHH!

Where have you been all my life?

GOD;

I fucking hate everybody.

People=

S H I T.

I love my manager;

Case and point.

2 weeks;

Of my life, summed up.

Pretty much;

"The saddest thing in life is wasted talent, and the choices that you make will shape your life forever."

In love;

End of story.

I DON'T KNOW

If I want to attend all 3 days of Coachella or not but I mean, MORRISSEY...worth it.

Best night;

Ever. Genre didn't have that many people but being wasted wasn't too bad. Met the dopest girl, ever. Note to self: When a black dude buys you a triple shot of patrone, DON'T give him your right number.

My party;

For my birthday was so much fun. Played a couple rounds of beer pong, had some shots, good times with good friends.

I'll post pictures later.

I hate today;

Today has hands down been the worst birthday ever. I got in a huge fight with my mom yesterday and in a huge one with her today. Basically what my night is going to consist of is getting Chipotle and getting trashed at Cal Arts. How classy. Anyway, I'm too fucking lazy to go to the gym even though I didn't go yesterday either. It's my motherfucking birthday. I just want to get wasted and piss the fucking night away. 

On the bright side, I'm treating myself to these bomb shoes. Maybe I should buy myself a punching bag, having maddd anger issues isn't flattering. 

Time flies;

When you're stuck in last year.

Jeeze, these pictures were taken last February. 

CRAZYYYYY.

ps, 21 in 20 minutes.

Fuck today;

Day from fucking hell.

UGH, NOT stoked on my birthday tomorrow.

It's probably going to blow.

WHATEVER.

I forgot how good the Aquabats are.

:D

Up early;

Time for class. 

My first class in at the Canyon Country campus which is 3 minutes from my house but then, my dumbass thought it would be an amazing idea to take a class that starts at 11:10 ALL the way at the Valencia campus. Pretty much I have to make it to Valencia in 15 minutes.

FML.

My birthday is coming up, 21 never looked so sweet.

Note to self;

Stop dating ugly dudes.

Thanks.