Monday, May 17, 2010
Blah
I'm so over school, it's nothing but hell, thank god I'm out in August. I'm over trying to make everything work, not worth it. Good news; half sleeve is getting done on the 27th. STOKED. Besides that, fuck life.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
I always get played...
Stephanie,
I know that you need your space from me and I hope this e-mail isn't an invasion. I'm not trying to be disrespectful, but I know I'm not going to be able to say these things to you anytime soon. I wanted to say them as soon as I had the chance.
I thought a lot about all of the things you said last night and today- and I want to let you know that I am so sorry for misleading you or hurting you. I have this bad habit of sugarcoating; in consciousness of not hurting someone else's feelings. I say things in a very run-around way sometimes, and to me, they make perfect sense, however, to some people I am just not making sense. This is where I understand your position and feelings about this situation.
I never had any intent to toy with your emotions, that is something I would never do on purpose; That is actually something I avoid at all costs. I guess I do it on accident sometimes. Even though I have good intentions with how I respond to certain things, I sometimes (like now) end up seriously hurting someone I care about when I was only trying to take care of them in my own way.
I take full accountability for my actions. I'm very sorry, and I hope you know that I care about you and love you very much. I'm not trying to coax you into hanging out with me when you aren't comfortable- I just wanted to apologize because I owe it to you. You have done so much for me and my family and I can't thank you enough for that.
I can't even explain how disappointed I am in myself. I should have considered all possibilities on how I could be effecting you, I guess I just didn't realize how much I was hurting you.
I know that you need your space from me and I hope this e-mail isn't an invasion. I'm not trying to be disrespectful, but I know I'm not going to be able to say these things to you anytime soon. I wanted to say them as soon as I had the chance.
I thought a lot about all of the things you said last night and today- and I want to let you know that I am so sorry for misleading you or hurting you. I have this bad habit of sugarcoating; in consciousness of not hurting someone else's feelings. I say things in a very run-around way sometimes, and to me, they make perfect sense, however, to some people I am just not making sense. This is where I understand your position and feelings about this situation.
I never had any intent to toy with your emotions, that is something I would never do on purpose; That is actually something I avoid at all costs. I guess I do it on accident sometimes. Even though I have good intentions with how I respond to certain things, I sometimes (like now) end up seriously hurting someone I care about when I was only trying to take care of them in my own way.
I take full accountability for my actions. I'm very sorry, and I hope you know that I care about you and love you very much. I'm not trying to coax you into hanging out with me when you aren't comfortable- I just wanted to apologize because I owe it to you. You have done so much for me and my family and I can't thank you enough for that.
I can't even explain how disappointed I am in myself. I should have considered all possibilities on how I could be effecting you, I guess I just didn't realize how much I was hurting you.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
I want nostalgia forever
Ugh, beauty school seriously takes up my WHOLE life, so worth it though.
Going over old pictures, missing my old friends and life.
Heres to eyes that are brighter than mine, heres to regrets and wasted time.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
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