I always get played...

Stephanie,
I know that you need your space from me and I hope this e-mail isn't an invasion. I'm not trying to be disrespectful, but I know I'm not going to be able to say these things to you anytime soon. I wanted to say them as soon as I had the chance.
I thought a lot about all of the things you said last night and today- and I want to let you know that I am so sorry for misleading you or hurting you. I have this bad habit of sugarcoating; in consciousness of not hurting someone else's feelings. I say things in a very run-around way sometimes, and to me, they make perfect sense, however, to some people I am just not making sense. This is where I understand your position and feelings about this situation.
I never had any intent to toy with your emotions, that is something I would never do on purpose; That is actually something I avoid at all costs. I guess I do it on accident sometimes. Even though I have good intentions with how I respond to certain things, I sometimes (like now) end up seriously hurting someone I care about when I was only trying to take care of them in my own way.
I take full accountability for my actions. I'm very sorry, and I hope you know that I care about you and love you very much. I'm not trying to coax you into hanging out with me when you aren't comfortable- I just wanted to apologize because I owe it to you. You have done so much for me and my family and I can't thank you enough for that. 
I can't even explain how disappointed I am in myself. I should have considered all possibilities on how I could be effecting you, I guess I just didn't realize how much I was hurting you.